It’s 2am and I have jet another night of insomnia.. This is getting on my nerves and it’s not making my days any easier. After moving around in bed, watching boring sitcoms and making calculations from my business economy book, there’s still no improvement, so now I’m giving up. It’s 2am and the gym opens at 6am so I’ll just watch a movie or something. Good morning world. Have a nice day

- Anna

Had another day off from school today but that didn’t stop me from studying. I borrowed a couple of business economy books from a friend that just read an easier version of the one I read now. I sat down and read half of them and I’m finally starting to understand things that used to be Greek to me. I should have done that a long time ago and spared me all the frustration. I still have a long way to go but now I know what the calculations are about.

Did  two hours at the gym today, did laundry and cooked, so that’s another point in the good girl scale! I think I have to put some points in the bad girl scale tomorrow

- The good girl

Not to brag, but I’ve figured out that if I ever going to loose some serious weight I have to stop making good food. So with that said, I made fish soup. I put all sorts of things that works with fish and normal people would probably think it tasted ok, but there’s something with frozen and then boiled fish that I just can’t stand. I made 4 portions of that so this week is gunna be a slim week. It’s eatable but that’s about it.

This day has been a day from hell. I have never been so mad that I cried before, but that pretty much sums up my morning. I called Lina and beat the shit out of my reflection in today’s boxing class so I guess I feel a lot better now.

I had 6hrs of hard study, (on my day off) 1.5 hrs workout, cleaned my apartment without having my period ( some people get PMS,not me tho, I get over energetic..) so I’m trying to figure out what the hell happened.. I guess I deserve a piece of chocolate. Chocolate always works when I’m pissed out about something or just in a weird mood.

- Anna

It feels like I’m stuck in a grey mist and my days look just the same as the previous once. I guess I knew what I was going back to but to put things in a more positive way, I can say that I’m one step closer to the life I want to live. A place I can call home, a job where I can thrive and most importantly, be with the guy I love. I’m getting there but if feels so far away when the rain is pouring down outside my window.

I had the girls over for a taco buffet last night after a shopping spree in Ljungby. I never thought that I would be able to find anything here but even I were lucky this time. I guess it’s not all that bad here..

- Anna

I have one thing to say about this course… Fuck U! Or possibly the math horny teacher that thinks everything is crystal clear to his clueless students. I have no problems what so ever to understand and solve problems… until I met this shithead!

Anyway…. I need to get some sleep asap and stop being jetlagged. You’ll know when cos that’s when all of my problems are solved.

- Anna

Total happiness… Mr Diver aka Boyfriend is coming to Sweden in May!!

- Anna

It hit me that there’s really no one that wants to be outside when it’s cold and snow. I drove for almost 20 min without seeing one single car on the road. That’s how far out in the middle of nowhere my dad lives. No reception on the phone and if you want the house to be warm, you have to put some wood in the stove.. Cold as ice and pitch black.

My dad made a Danish dinner and invited my sister, grandma and me. Delicious as always. My grandma is starting to get more senile than usual and it’s hilarious to listen to her. She barely remembered me during the dinner and when she did I she thought I were in high school. At least my name wasn’t Ingrid this time..

- Anna